讓我告訴你一些甚麼
這陰雨灰藍的世界
冰冷瘋狂地撲向我的臉龐
唯一曝露在外的一部分
灰塵變成了泥濘
落葉死死地被黏在上面
車來人往
雨粉和霧氣模糊視線
我頭痛欲裂
顛倒的時間讓我手也不自覺地顫抖
於是我開始痛恨一切
我的生活
還有你的
這樣的兩個星期
想著你極力趕來見面
請不要來的話沒說出口
不是你不好
更不是不想見
是我不能承受這樣的壓力
害怕太多期望和努力
還是會失望
ＥＱ太低承受力太弱
是我太差勁
從不肯投入任何一件人和事
永遠冷靜淡漠
就是恐懼自己的失常
就是這樣
我的心病
沒人能治
在眼看要失控的邊緣
我又躲藏起來
讓冰冷麻木自己
我在很遠的地方
心也要繼續繼續流浪
它不夠堅強
所以不值得呵護
只有放逐才會成長
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2 comments:
want to say something for you
too far away
want to help you
too far away
what can I do for you
leave you alone
this is not I want the solution
feeling the crying in your heart
can you feel I am crying in mine too
Just want this tough time you can past
Just want you happy
Just want you.....
why is it..?
that you speak my mind...
when I don't have the words...
don't want to encourage you...
not so sure if it ever changes...
as I always say...
the higher one gets
the higher one must fall from...
lately I find...
if one resists
something eventually subsides...
or does it?
does one feel numb or is it utter peace?
not sure...
if one wants to cry...
but does not...
next time, there probably
wont' be tears...
perhaps, happiness is
just a false desire...
that only humans mersmerize over...
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